回校的第一天...是雨天....雨天...是我喜欢的天气....
可是...在我喜欢的天气里,发生了不愉快的事...
家人吵架....原因起于我嘛?其实我不知道...她是否是借着这个出气并抱怨平时的家务呢?....
离婚....很好么?
最终是不欢而散啊!所有人离开...
本来不是好好的吗?
那么不爱做家务别做啊,没人用枪指着你的....
发泄在不该发泄的东西上....最终还不是自己收拾残局?
把关系闹僵..换来什么???
离婚你得到什么???
不和陈家说话..你也是陈家的一份子吧!!
最后哭泣,换来什么?漆黑的客厅...冷冷的风...开心么??
安慰你却怕点起你的火....好难...
早知道...就离开这个家了....
今天的雨天糟透了....
好吧，现在的我又再次的矛盾了....我该继续中六还是去多媒体设计呢?
当初选择中六是因为,自己的account成绩不错，不想浪费它所以就去读中六对未来的我找工作也容易,但...这是我要的吗?
忘了何时,大哥告诉我...去读飞机师也不错的...是啊...是很想...但妈妈好像反对...二哥帮我详细问过,若要当飞机师就必须要面试,达到要求...等等
然后,我说出自己还是想学电影,爸爸像是赞成又像是不赞成...
又一次,还听到爸爸说,如果我当会计师,他会送我出国....听到出国....超想的...我不想呆在马来西亚....
另外...中六的制服团体的衣服好贵!!!穿上它更是没有几次....唉~
中六就只能上本地大学,若要出国...成绩必须更好....要3.0以上.....试问..我那么懒,能够拿到这么好的成绩吗?唉~
在家没事做,家人都出去了...自己一个人..闲来无事~边打开家里的卡拉OK东西来唱歌~
\(^o^)/ 其实挺不会弄的,就随便弄弄下...就唱了...哈哈....(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……
家里没什么新歌,全都是旧的....╮(╯▽╰)╭ 就只好,狂找自己会唱的歌来唱~还好....会的歌挺多能唱很久~哈哈...
还自己录下自己的声音来听..不过好像怪怪的全都删除了~下次有再唱的话再录过~然后放上这里咯~~O(∩_∩)O~
真觉得自己很厉害一下~因为...整整唱了3个小时才罢休~哈哈...
今天我开了自己的小小演唱会~听众就是...(大概住家附近的吧)哥哥,妈妈,爸爸,我~还有一些走路经过我家的...O(∩_∩)O哈哈~
早上到ECM去做工,然后3点去球场教球，好累哦~驾车时好想在车里睡觉呢。然后6点回去做工...
放工了,就希望早点到家找厕所....脚不知不觉就狂踩油门...车速上到80...才注意到,车前面已经停了....然后赶快踩刹车板....外加拉handbreak，车越来越靠近前面...心想,完蛋了....一定会撞上的!!
"BANG!!!"我的车撞上前面的车...赶紧下车,看看车的"伤"车头...完全扁的了....对方的车尾也扁进去....赶忙,打电话给爸爸....报告....然后心里担心妈妈会把我骂得狗血淋头...唉~把车驾到附近的油站然后...等待我的爸爸来帮忙...哥哥先来...看看车怎样了...然后爸妈都来了...
因为车毁得相当厉害,就只好报案了...哥哥载我回家,然后...我不知道他们怎样搞定的...大概车送去车厂了咯....我没受伤...得感谢安全带!!!
回家后,我一直在想...自己当时为什么会这样...甚至记得当时的脑里有个声音要我快点快点,就像在追求速度一样....然后也一直在检讨自己...超后悔的...但我不会害怕驾车就对了....
属猴的...今年驾车真的要小心了.....
还有...谢谢妈妈帮我报案....RM300我会付的.....
就这样....别再问我了....要知道什么事...请看这里....
我很讨厌别人追问怎样发生的,为什么等的问题....
发生这个,没人会想到...我知道这是我的错....以后会更小心谨慎的....
我想要有个爱我疼我的人....
让我撒娇,耍耍脾气....
时而哄哄我开心....时而对我小气一点...这样我知道你是在乎我的....
别为我吃醋太多,这样尴尬的气氛会少些....
懂得照顾我...生病时,听我的使唤...
给我足够的自由空间,我会陪你多一些.....
当我做错时,你只能说我但不能骂我...
别限制我交的朋友必须是女的,男性朋友也是可以当朋友的...
你可以知道我和谁在一起,但不能生气....不然你就立刻到我身边来...
能够融入我和姐妹们的关系里,但不能和她们任何一个太熟....
我愿意把你介绍给朋友认识,你也必须让我知道你交的朋友是谁....
我生气时,请静静的陪在我身边...什么都别说,就在我身边就行了.....
我难过时,请抱住我...我只是需要一个让我安心,觉得温暖的胸膛....
我开心时,你也得开心...
我发呆时,请你陪我一起发呆...
我爱唱歌,你不能说我歌声难听....
我爱运动,你也得陪我一起运动....
我爱看电影,请别打扰我看戏...
我虽然粗鲁,但对你会温柔一些....
别人骂我,你得为我挺身而出...
我睡觉时,别突然叫醒我,不然我的脾气会很差的...
如果你觉得我是你的未来老婆,也请别在结婚前对我乱来,我在这方面思想还是保守的....
我会珍惜你给我的爱...也许我的付出会少一点...
但相信我...我是真心爱你的...
wat is 1 belia 1 malaysia? i duno XD cuz i nvr listen to the teacher when they told us XD
2day...attend this 1 belia activity which is the Menteri Besar will attend...we~the SMART sch lower 6 students~went 4 the choir persembahan...haiz....
all of us tot tat we will be under a shade place...but then..we r wrong we r so kesian~
this is about 8 something....we waited till 10++ the sun is soooo hot man!!!!
then hv other performance too...but i hv no mood to c it...the SIJIL really r MAGIC words~hehe
funny video n pic r upload at my facebook~
2days weesak day~
went to temple to c candence sing song..OMG he is soooo cute~
i think the lower form r having exam...so we the lower 6 r gather at the hall to hv a ceramah n others...1stly...our choir having performance to the YB...hmm...to say the truth is...he actually din listen to wat we sing...he is talking wif our datin Gengga....
then giving speech by him..."satu malaysia" i think...haha...cuz i sit at the last row n jz singing song wif jiayi them...haha....soon then another person gv speech again....this time we r ask to sit to the front...haha..cuz the front is empty~im not really knw wat he saying...but i knw he got say about the 3 races in malaysia~is quite fun...but still im singing wif my lyrics book~haha...then...rest for awhile,i find the other fren to sing korea n japanese song....
the next ceramah is gv by a police woman about remaja things...haha...she show us disgusting pic~wahahaha....really disgusting~hand,leg,head,body all hv been seperate to other places~haha
then..i think among above all the ceramah...this time..this ceramah is fun...which is how to play dodge ball~woohoo~!! is fun...
5pm went 4 badminton...bad thing happen...i sprain my leg again..OMG!!!how come? haiz....
photo will be update ASAP..cuz now i dun hv the sony camera car reader...duih...somemore not suite to my pendrive..so nid to wait~
Long time din update this blog..haha...i almost forget to update dy..cuz no chinese word to type make me feel quite lazy to write blog...hehe
ok...my form 6 life start from 10th may...where i study? i study at SMART...
yes...as u c..the sch is really smart! totally smart~haha....
students who study there all r clever~hehe...
most of the probably had theirselves disiplin~ own study time(think so) follow the sch rules~
luckily my house near this sch~so everyday i walk there..n wont hv traffic jam problem...cuz...opposite smart sch is sabs sch...haha....
n...hmm...i change my class from science class to art class..cuz...feel tat i cant handle those science subjct dy~
our class jz have 17 ppl i think...so little man~ but is good~ hehe...
our teachers all are malay~hmmm....1st time having all teachers r malay...haiz...
now im crazily playing SDO~haha..to up my level~!
2day~i went gaMbAng wATer pARk again~~~
this time wif jz few fren go ny~cuz some of them busy n not in~n bcuz qing baobei n her fren come~so we bring them to water park~cuz...ktn really nothing can play~we hv dinner at zaman n meet my badminton fren who going to genting wif family n met my sch teacher Pn. Kathy~ opsss~haha...
n at last~ i got take pic of gambang water park~hehe
this pic is take when i wan to buy roti ice cream~haha....
then...qing n her bao bei shopping at the souvenir shop 4 a long time~
whiLE waiting theM! i had took so many pic...still got~at facebook~
then the single gals~went to TC hv our lunch~n hv a walk at there...
then we climb the rocks n take pic~
dark face is better than saw our face~haha
yea...the way...where to choose? my result out~everything nid to settle...i decide to stud f6
1st i not really like KL life~
2nd i duno which college to choose~
3rd study outside waste $$~
but...even i wan study f6 there also got a problem...which is which sch to choose...ask senoir they said on9 check..ask teacher they said nid to wait...so...the thing i wan do is wait~
life change~~everything change now....
yea~so fast...the SPM resuLT is OUT~feeling nothing 4 me b4 went to sch..
cuz...my stomachache...n not really worry about my result..duno y...
then...the day come...wake up at 10am..prepare everything use 1 hour...then...i drive to sch to get my result....
but...when i reach there the hall is full or last year f5 students but the result haven out yet..OMG...our principal is so "FAST" man!!! even TANAH PUTIH had took their result n we still waiting...ish!!!!
meet all frens day is a happy thing~meet those teachers also HAPPY~~bcuz they r good~although they always scold us...haha....
about 12 i think...then our principal ny reach!! haiz..............wait her annouce blah blah blah about half an hour~then we when to our register place to take our results~!OH! yeAH! the feeling is getting nervous tat time~but when get the result quite disappointed cuz my english get a B+....haiz....others is
BM=C+
BI=B+
Moral=A-
Math=A
Account=A
Physic=B+
chemistry=C
add MaTH=B+
sejarah=C+
chinese=C
our 7 pro students~all Full A~
take pic wif junior n add math teacher~
during new year,my parents had plan to chiang mai 4 new year~
so..on saturday we left ktn to kl n met my dad old frens at kl n having dinner wif him n his family...then we stay at my bro place 4 half nite bcuz the next day early in the morning nid to wake up at 3.00am went to the airport at 5.00am....n the flight is 6.55am...is quite rush 4 us.....T.T n very tired....
thank god this time the air asia air stewardess r pretty~n did not delay the flight~
arrived chiang mai airport we found our own tourist guide~then he bring us to temple...n many places...
lazy say about it~ :P so jz upload some photo here~
the temple made from GOLD~
pretty place~
ride the elephant~
the cow cart we sit~
rakit~
argh...lazY uploAd here dy..wait pic at facebook~
the weather there is very good~i miss so much~
yea~chinese nEw year came~im happY!!!can get Ang Pau~
take many pic...go many frens house...bcuz i can drive~hahaha....
ofcuz we wont miss the gamble,is fun! everyday out till midnite ny back home...haha...is happy~
pic can c from my facebook~
yea~2day is my bday...as usual..i wake up late...n then...my parents told me they wanted to buy Aino phone 4 me!
OMG!!!im haPPY!!!i tot i jz can get it after my SPM result is out...quickly...i follow them to the hp shop n bought it~
noon went 4 badminton...haha...nite went 4 sing K~
happy birthday to me n Bunny~
wednesday...tot wan watch movie wif fren..but then she busy so is cancel...
nite...fetch jia min n jun wei then we go TC 4 BBQ...hmm...not really BBQ...i bought MCD n walk a long way to another side of Hyatt n met Diane them..then we hv our BBQ marshmellow...haha....
our plan is jz marshmellow...haha...then...hv ntg to do at there...but we talk about our sch time...n as usual will argue 1....but is happy...haha...
about 10 something few of us decide to back home...left few of them YC at there
we had plan this..since last year we had a gathering 4 single gals~haha....celebrate valentine n bday....
this year...ofcuz continue having our dinner...at east grill...
quite disappointed..cuz many ppl FFK...haha...jz 12 ppl go there....
nite...we went to ecm sing K n celebrate Fong Yee birthday...
about 12 something...the aircorn is off! walao...so hot~lucky from 14 or 15 ppl become 5 ppl...tat room only not tat hot...haha
n HAPPY bIrthDAY to BUNNY N ME TOO~haha
morning wake up early..n get ready to KL...yes...a 1 day trip to KL jz to C the Taylor lakeside campus...n the interesting part is..this taylor is HUGE man!!!is really big...i think if u wan to walk to ur class from the main entrance i think it takes 20 min or worse...haha....if u guys got watch boys over flower,n knw tat their sch is bigg,taylor is same as it..almost....
oh yeah~i went there wif my bro....n as always...he ask question i listen~haha...the counsellor as every counsellor tell us wat the courses about~n wat i choose to study, n y? hmm.....4 sure..i forget wat i wan to ask...n forget wat to tell the counsellor...so i jz answer him..'i duno'....or 'errr' n smile...cuz im spechless...hahaha....
m i going to study there? i not sure...cuz...the fee is 40k somethings..even when having dinner had confirm to register at there..but the feel i get from my family is jz a simple dinner talk...means jz say say only..duno will be true anot~haha...
b4 back to ktn...we went to Jerantut...to send things to my dad workers...n during the way back to ktn...while having dinner i only knw tat my bro go the wrong way bcuz of eyes tired....n tat time im sleeping he is driving where i duno n i din notice it...haha....
yeah~i had stop my work on 1st feb....n i had get my salary too~my 1st thing to do is buy flowers..y? 4 my mum bday~haha
last year i think...hmm...act...i not always gv her bday at her bday...haha...so this year got work n got $$ so decide buy her flowers...
my salary jz RM 600 ....so little man...but...i very stingy nvm~i can safe those money easily...haha....
then i think i had save RM 300...n others is spend on my things...
being a jobless ppl is good! i can wake up whenever i wan~wat time i wan...n do things freely...on9 happily~play happily....
ytd...i had own my own bank account n own ATM card...haha...but i think ATM card is useless...i wont use my own money so much...hahaha......but is a good thing...bcuz im 18...i should had my own bank account n not share wif my mum rite?haha....
this few days..keep dream back my old dream..ofcuz..wif good ending...haha...i remember there no ending wif my dream...n this 2 days i end my dream wif good ending...haha...
2day.4pm went badminton wif Ah tu,kok sing, kee shen,jia lun...wow..the TEO court is so damn hot...like having sauna inside there....
yea~my 2nd husband~ jz found him last few weeks~
although soon he will become other ppl husband...i mean real husband~hahaha
let u guys c his pic bah~
i like his eyes~
he is a model 1stly~then is an actor~wish to hear him sing too...haha
guess wat~he can speak n pronous english well ~wow... mayb tat becuz while he was small he stay at switz b4~
this is the drama after i watch~
he fight 4 his beloved in this drama~
i jz think this pic is cool!
